Thursday, July 09, 2009

suddenly i see this is what i wanna be...

So yesterday I was home from work because of the not feeling well. Then I get back today and find out that someone was canned while I was gone. A big important someone, too. The last time I took a week off, several people lost their jobs. I'm almost afraid to go on vacation! Unless there were some way I could direct this superpower -- like maybe make a list of people I want gone, hop on a plane to Mexico, and then by the time I hop off another plane a week later all tanned and rested, they'll be gone. I mean, it seems it's not outside the realm of possibility at this point.

Other than the firing, which I actually wasn't too sad about, I am feeling pretty fabulous today. I still have a little pouch pain from the Sugar-Free Oreo Incident, but I'm definitely back to my old self. After work, I went to the gym and I was so not feeling the workout mojo, but as it turns out I am SO GLAD that I went. I took another Step class with an instructor I really like, and afterward he very enthusiastically told me what a great job I'm doing, and that he's glad to see that I'm taking classes and not just doing the machines. Yeah, the truth is I was getting bored to tears on the machines. There are days when I do want to just hit the treadmill or elliptical and zone out, and there's other days where it's much more fun to hit the Step or rock the Zumba and shake my ass to some good music. And, please, don't tell LesleyMom this, but all those dance classes she made me take as a child? Yeah, they were not a waste. Apparently, I am good at the dancing, and good at doing a move as the instructor calls it out. And secretly, I laugh a little at the skinny minnies who can't do the moves and can't keep up and stand there staring at the rest of us in bewilderment. Although last week one of them told me after Zumba that she couldn't follow the moves and that there were so many times during the class that she wanted to quit, but she saw that I was doing it and figured she couldn't stop if I didn't stop. Well yes, that is the rule: please remain moving until the big girl has come to a full and complete stop. Everyone knows that.

This week I saw my surgeon for my nine month follow-up. Yes, it's been 10.5 months, but that's how they roll there. So my official one year appointment will happen when I'm 13.5 months out, and I'm okay with that. My goal is to continue following-up every three months until I get to my goal. My visit with Dr. P was completely awesome, thanks for asking. She told me several times that she's proud of me (awwww!) and that I should feel good about the progress I've made and how driven I am to continue. And, GET THIS, my bloodwork was stellar! My iron is all normal, my B12 is normal too (no more shots! Yay!!!), and everything else was good, too. It made me really feel good about my decision to shell out the money for the special vitamins formulated especially for bariatrics, rather than rely on Flintstones and Tums. Because Tums are BLECH and I also didn't feel too good about relying on a vitamin designed for a 40 lb child. My Vitamin D is still a little low, but this time it's in the normal range, just on the lower end of it, and I can supplement that easily enough. And my blood pressure was 104/68. Yeah, you're jealous. I know.

In other news, it has been brought to my attention that my GoWear Fit armband could possibly be a Decepticon. Stay tuned for further developments.

12 snarky comments:

Anonymous said...

For some strange reason unbeknowst (that's a word, right?) to me, I feel proud like your mama! xoxo

Jenn said...

Glad the pouch is feeling better, and so proud of you!

Mr. J said...

The good news is, if it is a decepticon, you might be able to train it to follow you.

I think you could convince one little decepticon that you are a warrior goddess. That is if you are handy with a welding torch and don't mind it humping your leg from time to time.

The zonning out used to be my favorite part. I guess I have wanted to get out of my life for a long time. I don't mean erasing life tomorow, I mean letting go of the crap and felling free.

Jenn from WA said...

OMG you crack me up " please remain moving until the big girl has come to a full and complete stop." Thanks for the much needed giggle on this Friday.

Not as bad a Freak Magnet as Norman said...

I am so happy that people are noticing your progress and complimenting you on it. You're working very hard, and you deserve every word of praise you get.

I think the next class you should stand next to the skinny minnies and when they can't keep up, yell, "Yeah! Suck it!"

Lesley said...

@anon - Aw, thanks! I appreciate all your support!

@Jenn - Thank you!

@Mr. J - I do recommend finding a gym and enjoying the exercise/zoning out. It would definitely help.

@Jenn from WA - You're welcome! Anytime!

@Freak - Thank you! And, OMG, I so should yell that!

Anonymous said...

Lesley,
104/68?????!!!!!!Do you know how much valium I would have to take to get numbers like that??
You are a rock star.
love,
Bifferina

Mr. J said...

I am thinking about getting a treadmill for myself for christmas.

Either that or a sofa.

I don't really need a sofa though. I have one chair and two stools and soon I will be getting another chair.

Lesley said...

@Bifferina - Why thank you! My BP was always normal, and now I'm a little concerned about how low it will go, but they told me not to worry. So I won't!

@Mr. J - Sometimes I would love to have a treadmill of my own, but then it's also good for me to get out of the house and go to the gym. Still, it's good to have an at-home option, and for me that's the Wii Fit. The thriving metropolis you live in doesn't have a gym?

As long as you have a chair you should be ok, but you'll need a couch for when the ladies come over. Is the kayak still there?

Mr. J said...

All boats, canoes and other watercraft are out of the apartment. I got another bookcase yesterday. Much happiness.

I think you are over estimating the volume of "ladies" that will be coming over any time soon.

I hope to finally set up my studio space before the end of the year. I guess I might have ladies come over for portraits. I guess I will need to get a couple of more seats.

Yes, there are two or three gyms around here, but they want you to pay them. You would think they would pay me to have my charming and upbeat personality around.

It has been suggested that I consider getting a television. If I had a TV I would think about the Wii fit. Instead of a tv, I think I will get me a 24" iMac. It would make me happier, and would be better for watching Dexter when he comes back on than my 17" crt.

Lesley said...

@Mr. J - So is everything gone now? Yay!

I think you underestimate the number of ladies who would visit. I'm just saying. Or are you avoiding getting a couch so that they'll have to sit on your lap?

Yes, you should get a TV. And cable, too.

Mr. J said...

I think I have a pretty good estimate of the number of non-cb local ladies who would come visit me. That number is a number Chuck Norris can divide by, but for the rest of us it is undefined.

Give me a good reason to get a TV and I will consider it. Until then I am happy going around and acting superior to everyone else because I don't have a TV and I am a vegatarian.